One More Round

A piece from Chapter 32

Publication date set for April 2, 2024

Dr. Duffy wanted to check in with Jeff’s symptoms, look over his blood work, and confirm the plan moving forward. This was something we were now accustomed to. We would meet with him after every cycle and this one wasn’t much different except there was light at the end of the tunnel. One more round. 

Dr. Duffy brought his enthusiasm and tried to pump Jeff up. He was calm, kind, and had the spirit we desperately needed that day. He offered encouragement and support as Jeff opened up about his mental fatigue and not wanting to continue with the treatment. His third round was a struggle. He was exhausted. Nothing like the first two cycles. The side effects of the drugs were starting to wear on him and mentally he was drained. He didn’t want to do anymore but he knew he must…One more round. 

I prayed for his strength and resilience. I prayed for my patience and energy as we endured this last round. I think we have a long road ahead after chemotherapy is over. He will need time to heal and recover. He will need time to process what his body and mind have been through. Some of the side effects may stay and that will be something we will need to face and reconcile. We will need time to grieve.  

I wrote this poem after my run. I needed strength after today’s visit and the wind was happy to help me. Thank you wind. Thank you, Great Creator. 

Four miles

Easy, peasy

I say.

The wind builds and

Shouts

I want to play!

I roll my eyes

It’s NOT what

I had in mind.

The wind is strong—

nudging me side to side

Yet the cool breeze

feels great

over the long

months of freeze

Okay, Wind—

I will play

But in return

would you please

give me some of your

strength today?

I feel a giant push

from behind

as I begin my climb. 

Thank you, Wind. 

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Take good care,

Julie